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2003-May-29, Thursday 18:10![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
texxgadgetThe class went OK, 1 more session to go before school ends.
Its disappointing that the rest arent doing better.
At 1st I blamed myself, but I now realize that they really arent trying and if they arent trying,
I cant be blamed for poor teaching. I still wish more were going to pass.
Its cold out. The kids are rehearsing a play in the ampitheatre down the hill. I can hear some of it.
They must be insane to be out in thast cold & fog.
I emailed new acquaintences fromn BayCon. I hope they reply.
Job search went poorly today. I hoped that with the stock market rising, so would jobs.
So far, not so good.
Brunch was a slice of toast. Im debating whether to bother with dinner.
This weekend Im supposed to help with the commemoration of the 75th anniversary of the 1st trans pacific
flight, from Oakland to Australia. I havent the foggiest how Ill get the strength up.
Im still wiped from BayCon. Im also just so bummed I want to die.
I dunno how, but somehow Ill crank up the bouncy attitude and the dumb jokes and somehow get through the day without
looking like Eeyore. Being optimistic & positive is echausting.
Hmmm.... Almost time for the Emergency Services Radio net tonight.
Good way to kill 3 hrs on an otherwise depressing night.
Its disappointing that the rest arent doing better.
At 1st I blamed myself, but I now realize that they really arent trying and if they arent trying,
I cant be blamed for poor teaching. I still wish more were going to pass.
Its cold out. The kids are rehearsing a play in the ampitheatre down the hill. I can hear some of it.
They must be insane to be out in thast cold & fog.
I emailed new acquaintences fromn BayCon. I hope they reply.
Job search went poorly today. I hoped that with the stock market rising, so would jobs.
So far, not so good.
Brunch was a slice of toast. Im debating whether to bother with dinner.
This weekend Im supposed to help with the commemoration of the 75th anniversary of the 1st trans pacific
flight, from Oakland to Australia. I havent the foggiest how Ill get the strength up.
Im still wiped from BayCon. Im also just so bummed I want to die.
I dunno how, but somehow Ill crank up the bouncy attitude and the dumb jokes and somehow get through the day without
looking like Eeyore. Being optimistic & positive is echausting.
Hmmm.... Almost time for the Emergency Services Radio net tonight.
Good way to kill 3 hrs on an otherwise depressing night.
